I'm like you. I make videos for fun. I don't care if only 10 people watch my channel. I'm smoking some SFV Kush. I have one lady I sell to that wants only the bestest best stuff or she complains. And, I've been having to buy from other growers until my garden gets back on track. And, these other growers are giving me small compressed buds with no frost and she's not happy. My stuff is so much better when my garden is dialed in. My friend said she's going to take a break if I can't find any better stuff. And, it's always broke into little marble size buds. I like pinecone size buds.