My name is Nicola Dickens and I am a 4 x cancer patient. I have given up on conventional treatments and now I’m happy, I feel better, I have more energy, and I have a life again. In this journey I’m asking all of you to share, comment, subscribe,
Welcome to my RSO Video Vlog Webisode 41
My name is Nicola Dickens and I am a 4 x cancer patient. I have given up on conventional treatments and now I’m happy, I feel better, I have more energy, and I have a life again. In this journey I’m asking all of you to share, comment, subscribe, and help me, help other patients that need help. Cancer is a hard journey for anyone let alone 4 different journeys for the same person, and up until about 3 years ago or so I thought it was going to be a much shorter journey.
This is dose number 41 and I have taken 78.5 grams of RSO to date. I was diagnosed with terminal bladder cancer. When the Doctors said I was going to die all I thought was “Wanna Bet” and now I’m going to prove them wrong. This video diary is to help any other patient that needs relief from the pain, nausea, depression, and anxiety please share. As my days are getting back to normal and I’m getting more energy I will be adding an exercise program to help build strength.
A month in a half ago when I started the RSO Diary I was doing it for self-preservation, I mean really I'm told I'm dying I'm going to do everything I can to save my life, but my thoughts have changed.While live streaming I got to know all of you, I was honored to hear your stories, and even more honored to be able to offer you advice on strains my goal changed.I wanted to share withyou my journey and prove my journey like so many others is not over it's just beginning.When you spend over 2 decades watching the Grimm Reaper in the rearview mirror you forget to look forward, cannabis has given me enough of a head start to not have to look back again.
Depression in patients with chronic illnesses become overpowering to the patient, they are so worn down from the treatments that it’s hard sometimes impossible to see past the pain.Pain can be physical, mental, or emotional all of which are equally debilitating, please remember what a person looks like on the outside isn’t always a good representation of how they actually feel on the inside.Patients that are chronically have become skilled at hiding their pain on the outside.